This song has always held my heart steady during dark days...
It is strange on about 100 levels that it would be such a comfort to me.
Tonight I have listened to it nearly that many times.
Forgive the silly link since I couldn't find a better quality video to share...
angel doves
Yesterday my village sent me my own little angel dove (though I am pretty sure she would NOT approve of that sobriquet). A friend I hadn't seen in way, way, way too long swooped over here to my little house of grief unexpectedly. She took me out and reminded me that I was alive and cute and loved :)
And I am pretty damn sure I was wishing for just such a thing.
So today I put on a super cute pair of jeans that actually fit, AND a shirt made this year (free of stains and rips). I ran my errands kind of feeling like a runway model. Well maybe a tomboy runway model. No...more like a model for a lesbian cruise vacation - but whatever, you get the idea. I felt special. So special that I changed clothes before I started cleaning. Cause I think that is what people who have nice shit do. They don't spill comet on it.
And tomorrow? Well I have a new outfit for tomorrow too folks - and a really special fuzzy zip-up hoodie to keep out the chill.
And though I may still be faking it til it's real...after yesterday that idea actually seems a little more possible.
so thank you...I needed a little bit of hope right about now.
